Drama Llama

Never a Dull Moment Jeeze Louise! How much can you fit in to one hospital trip!! Well in true Drama Llama style... Quite a lot it would seem!! I did tell everyone from day one, I'm an awkward fucker... It's generally... mostly always, unintentional, but... It is what it is! Dramatic Much So, my hospital…

Getting Wiggy With It!

Today, my wonderful sister took me to Leeds to get Wiggy With It! I definitely couldn't have gone alone. I'm still feeling completely intoxicated, sicky and headachey from Fridays session. I got up with the kids this morning, and by 8am I was back in bed! *Facepalm* Yesterday I managed to get onto the sofa,…

My Body is a Stubborn Ass Bitch!

My Body is a Stubborn Ass Bitch!!! What an absolute palava yesterday was! My appointment was 9am. I was already super apprehensive because of the reaction I'd had to the Paclitaxel the week before, but confident they knew what they were doing; as within ten mins of my initial reaction, I was sat up having…

Chemo Numero Tres

I did that dance again... The little jig that's become habit when I get to the door of Gate 23... I just don't want to do it! Ever! Again! Yet every week here I am. It's like a reoccuring nightmare!!  I hate it. I just really hate it. The needles, the bloods, the obs, the…

Chemo #2 Just the Paclitaxel

Friday was round two... This time it was "just" the Paclitaxel... So in we went... With my list of ailments as long as my arm from having the Paclitaxel & Carboplatinum the week before, and my bloods form from the genetics team in Leeds. I hesitated before we entered Gate 23... Did a little "I…

I Left The House Today

I left the house today! Yup! You read that right! I left the house for more than twenty minutes and I didn't want to pass out or vomit!! I put make up on, clothes that weren't pyjamas and I even ran the brush through my hair!! Given it was only to take Will to the…

Chemo Treatment Numero Uno

Eurgh... I feel like a zombie.. I barely slept last night. Constantly tossing and turning. And it didn't help that Russell starfishes worse than the kids!! Little bugger!! My first session went ok.. apart from my major meltdown over the cold cap. I also found yesterday that I can't do the trial drug as they…